Wednesday, April 11, 2007

no title...

been a while since hte last time I updated my blog...didn't know what to put, or perhaps I just couldn't be bothered anymore...


i hate this place more and more each day...
every morning I have to strugle to get off the bed...
every day i had to literally drag myself to the car that takes me to the office...
every new day is harder than the previous...

how can this be possible? i really don't know...
but i do know one thing for sure...that I HATE THIS PLACE WITH A PASSION!!!
i hate everything about this place...EVERY SINGLE THING!!!
i tried hard (believe me, i really tried) to find something nice about this place...but no avail...

i can't help to think, what have i done to deserve this...
i kknow i've made mistakes, but i don't think they're that serious to deserve being based here...

my main concern now? i am really really really affraid that i'm turning into a racist...coz i think i already am a racist (in denial state) and this is not a good feeling at all...

the only thing tha kept me here is the money...i don't care about anything else...
i don't care about my job. i don't care about the people in the office. and i don't care about the client. all i care about now, is the money. i'll just sit in my office, browsing the net while acting busy doing work, and check my bank statement once a month...i don't care about nothing else...

i really hate this place...
i really hate this place...i really hate this place...
i really hate this place...i really hate this place...i really hate this place...
i really hate this place...i really hate this place...i really hate this place...i really hate this place...
i really hate this place...i really hate this place...i really hate this place...
i really hate this place...i really hate this place...
i really hate this place...

I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE!!! AND I HATE EVERYTHING THAT HAS GOT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS FUCKING PLACE...!!!